Sometimes I don't know what to do. I'm always clueless. Sometimes I think I'm more obsessed with my looks than my feelings. I've noticed that the only thing I've been doing is pushing the people that love me AWAY. I've only been caring for the people that hurt me. Sometimes i wonder if life would be easier if there was 3 of me. maybe then everyone would be happier. All my problems seem to never fade. sometimes I try to fix them and only half the time they get fixed. most of my problems seem to comes from these boys. They be giving me a lot of stress. Sometimes it isn't easy when a lot of boys like you because then you cant choose between them. Sometimes you even get feelings for more than one guy. Its just so hard. Sometimes it even hurts to let them go because when they finally move on they forget all about you. But it only takes ONE to prove to you that they aren't all the same ...