who broke my heart in two:
My heart still flutters at the sound of your name,
but it seems like nothings changed. It’s all the same.
Silence seems to be your best friend.
You just make excuses to try and tie up your loose ends,
while I sit here trying to comprehend and make amends.
Some how it always leads me to a dead end.
You said you loved me and wasn’t willing to let go.
You didn't need to lie or put on a fake show.
All i wanted was to know
if it was real enough to undergo,
but its like you still need time to grow
I guess it's easier to hide your feelings.
To keep deceiving, while I pray for some healing.
Distance keeps us far, memories keep me in the bar. Its bizarre.
You were once my star, Having laughs in Dupree, that hell of a car.
We played a game of tug a war.
We dropped the rope because after fighting for so long,
there was nothing to fight for.
After walking away, I just wanted you to realize that you lost something valuable.
hoping you would come to your senses and act radical. I wanted to feel desirable.
But we know how the story went.
Chapters filled with discontent, and arguments.
Communication ceased, anger was released.
I got tattooed, then our time was due.
Tried to pursue you, maybe it wasn’t wise to.
8 months and we still couldn’t see each others point of view.
You could only see California. Now tell me what did you truly do?
Kali? Guy? instead -picks up blunts- “lets get high”
Roll one, smoke one till theres none.
So again, what have you truly done?
I tried to put you on the best path.
Maybe I miscalculated and did the wrong math.
But maybe one day you’ll have something to say
and instead of black and white, we’ll be gray.